I do not know what is worse when dealing with emo friends - the one who loudly announce that they have a problem, but refuse to tell you what it is or accept your help, or the the ones who talk to you about it, agree that your advise is the best way to deal with this, and yes, your help would be greatly appreciated - and then proceed to continue being emo, as if you hadn't come to a solution yesterday.

Whatever. I'm too angry to be emo for you guys. Enjoy this song, emo kids, this is exactly what I would say to you if I were face to face to you right now. Except I'd probably be swearing a lot more, and possibly drinking as well. And if you ever want to come out of the ruts you're in, if you need me to bury any bodies, or you just need someone to talk to, I'm here.

Hung out today with a friend at UP inbetween field work preparations. I was so amused by our long conversation today - this was probably the longest I've ever talked to him, and on such serious (and cracky) topics, to boot!

In a way, our talk reminded me of how much time has passed since I entered UP - he's practically a freshman - and how much I've grown and matured since then. He's going through a similar situation and troubles that I was in 2-3 years ago... and I tried to give him advice that I wish someone had given me back then - Stop being Emo and miserable, get out of your room because there's a world outside, and, most importantly, stop second-guessing yourself and GO FOR IT.

In matters of love, what we regret most are not the wrong moves, but the ones where we didn't do anything at all.

Anyway, to my friend, who I shall not name here because I know you're going through a tough time right now, I'm sorry for teasing you so mercilessly kanina about being so Emo. :P Trust me, if you go through my entries from that time, you'd see I was so Emo you could practically hear the Linkin Park/Sum41 music playing in the background while I was writing about how lonely I am and how NO ONE UNDERSTANDS MEEE HOW COULD THIS HAPPEN TO MEEEEE??? -_-;; Don't worry, you'll get over it.

I hope all the rest of you who read this blog/LJ got something out of this too. :P